So right now, I am in Virginia with part of my family (My Parents and one of my brothers and his wife) and I had to leave my wife to do this. I am here for predeployment leave and I am pretty sure, well I correct myself and say that I know, that this was the biggest waste of a trip ever. As great as it is to see my family, even as much as I needed to, I should be home with the mrs. She is working ever so hard right now and she is stressed. I'm leaving soon, she is about to get promoted and has this "Test" for easy understanding and just yeah, I need to be with her.
Being here has made me ask myself whether or not I could live without her. I can't. She is everything to me and to be frank I am not sure if I could remember how to live without her next to me. I am in this bedroom right now and it is almost 1 in the morning and I can't sleep. I can't think. I know I sound that a stupid teenager but I just miss her. I don't want to be here till Saturday. I want to be home with her.
Ok. Done with my pity party.
